polenProductions
Steinaech von Polen
poems
Tonight this rock will be painted red,
the strongest of all colors,
from the essence of the strongest love,
seeping from crushed bodies.
Emblazoned upon this rock,
the stains of sanguine shall remain eternal,
fire and water shall never come together.
Everytime I look in your eyes
Everytime I'm watching you cry
Everytime I'm wanting you back
In my arms and holding you again
Wiping your tears away, and
Gently kissing you goodnight
Sleeping and dreaming of you
On the lonely nights without you
Pretending to hug you until your here again
Everytime I look in your eyes
Everytime I'm losing my life
Everytime I'm wanting you back
Singing and Dancing
Smiling and Laughing
Loving and Caring
Looking at you
How beautiful you are
Holding your hand
Warm with love
Holding you asleep
And never letting go
Love is the blackest of all Plagues
Shrouded by shadows
And chained by sorrow
Mistreated and burdened
The weight of Life and Love
It breaks your back
Fallen and laying upon the ground
With arm outstretched
Take my hand
Fate intervenes, Things fall apart
While bad deeds go unpunished
I suffer for the love I give
Tainted and Dispelled
Wrought by darkness
I summon the Light
Ring it of its Corruption
Love will be pure again
This is more than a Beautiful but Emo love
I am just a man
Fighting to join the band
Flowers in my soul
A blood drenched blade
Pierce my armor
Meet your fate
I am just a man
Join in the fight
Defeat today
Victory tomorrow
You may win the battle
But in our hands
We hold on the war
I am just a man
Fighting for a simple cause
So plain and simple
A Valentine
We built a castle wall
It’s made of bones and blood
Attack!
Make your peace
We do not provoke
Attack!
Try if you must
Try to defeat us
Attack!
We have to wronged you
We have not hated you
Attack!
Defeated you stand
Hide in which you are named
Can you see it?
Can you feel it?
The glorifying pain
The sensitivity
This agonizing Love
It crushes me
But I know not of its nature
It confuses me so
I wish I could seal it away
To never see it again
Push it to the void
Make it go away
Escape the cavity of my mind
Fill it with Love
Give it a hug
Grip it tight
Squeeze it
Kill it!
Why does it haunt?
Why me?
Why does it not have a face?
I may kid,
I may play,
I may be mean,
I may be rude,
I may hurt you sometimes,
I may not realize it,
But I never mean to,
I love you, and you know it,
I will always be there for you,
Whatever problems we may face,
We will defeat them together.
You are a jewel to me
I wish that I had never lost you
I wish I was there to care for you
To show you someone cared
To show you that you were still loved
Then I found you
I now rest in eternal bliss
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Spite
The more you deny me
The stronger I become
Shall you deny me?
Deny me until I am a god?
Deny me until the end
When the rain stops pouring
When the clouds stop forming
Spite me if you wish
Spite my soul if you must
Hold no remorse
Death is near
I am coming
To end your life
A task so simple
It pleases my heart
to see you go
Into the dark abyss
of my purity
Into my Obscenity
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Life
Life is a waterfall
A waterfall that fills up our sea
It rains everyday
The rain that fills up our soul
The cradle we see
The cradle that fills up our dreams
The lives that we live
Lives that we live till the end of Time
Water that flows
Rain that falls
Cradles that rock
Lives that live
Into the eternal abyss of the moon
The planets are aligned
The spirits are in tune
Here comes the wizard
To put all our souls to hell
Why do you ask yourselves
Destroy your lives
and end the cycle of life
To the stars
of the land
In the arms
of the forgotten souls
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Times of the Stars
As I rest, in long wait of you
Here I wait, high above my soul
Where I question your truth
Where I question your faith
How long shall it be?
How much shall I endure?
Only the times of the stars know
The ever radiating and beautiful glow
How it reminds me of you
When I could hold you in my arms
The time when I was never cold
When I was never in pain
You were always there for me
Now the time has come
For my happiness has ended
As you drift away, slowly fading
What shall happen to us now
Only the times of the stars know
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Sorrow
My heart is in pain,
I know not what to do,
I question, I ponder,
I wonder what to think of you.
It is so hard for me,
Why have you forsaken me,
How hard could it be,
In my time of sorrow,
Come to me, and see,
The light of Tomorrow.
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Flower
In the fields, I run and play
I run through the flowers
I stop and pick one from the ground
This one is different from all the others
It makes me stop and think
It makes me remember you
And the long days I spent with you
The flower, every petal a piece of my love
A piece of my love for you
This flower, that stood out as you did to me
I hold it in my hand, thinking of you
If I could see you once more
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Without You
Without you, I cannot exist
Without you, there is no me
Without you, what more is there
Why must you go
Why must you leave
How far shall you travel
How long will you keep me at bay
One last time, I ask for your love
One last time, I ask to be with you
One last time, is all I ask
To be with you again, and then shatter,
Shatter to a million tears of love,
Without you
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Sunshine
How brightly you glow.
How beautiful you are.
It pains me to see you go.
I lay at night, restless in the sheets.
I wait till you return in the morning,
To bring me joy once again.
I wish that I could lay beside you,
but no man, not even I, could touch you.
I feel your warm embrace as if you were right beside me.
Yet you are so far away.
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Starlight
Glistening in the night sky,
Far away, past the heavens,
Where no man has gone before.
How wise you are,
That even the elders look up to you.
Who knows what you know.
Who feels what you feel.
There you sit,
In a vast expanse.
All the space in the world,
All the space to dance and frolic.
Oh how lonely you must be,
With no one near to talk to,
No one to love.
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Heartache
I knew how it was
I knew it wasn't possible
I wouldn't try to attempt
I sat and wondered
I sat and thought
I sat and questioned
Why did it happen
Why did it go this way
I seek the truth
I seek understanding
I live in distress
My mind is clouded
There has to be an answer
Someone must know
Someone must have a cure
A cure to my heartache
Something to make it all go away
But I live on
Death is no option
There is still a chance
A chance to fix what has gone wrong
In my mind
There is a box
This box is locked
Someone must have the key
The key to my cure
The key to my heart
The weapon to destroy my sorrow
To bring me bliss
To bring me love and happiness
Here I sit
On thin air
Trying to understand the world
Trying to understand life
These people come tome
Tell me to give up
But I don't know what it is
They tell me it's obsession
I tell them it's not
They refuse to believe
They do not see as I do
The do not feel as I do
No one will ever know
Neither will I
Love, is a very delicate thing
The slightest disruption will break it
Cause it to come crashing down
Who will ever understand
Who will understand me
As I do not understand myself
Life in its fullest
It is incomprehensible to any
Not even the holiest man can understand
In my final hours
I tell you this
I love you
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Infernal Bliss
I am the entity
You are my eternal Disciple
I wrap you in my infernal arms
Never shall you leave me
You grow warm and hot
Weary and tired
I cry on your burning body
I extinguish the flames
But you are not grateful
Have you no heart
Or are you a heartless soul
In which I was born
You will pay
With your blood and tears
You will not be missed
You ungrateful child
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Death's Melody
The clock strikes twelve
The child of Death comes to play
He comes to me with a piano
He begins to strike the keys
Faster and Faster he goes
Louder and Louder he laughs
He begins to sing
A fine melody it is
I begin to dance
Round and Round I spin
He plays slower
My legs shiver
I see darkness growing all around me
It crawls up my legs
To my chest
Into my soul
And tears it apart piece by piece
I begin to laugh
Louder and Louder
Then all falls silent
And I am gone
With Death's Melody
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Dark Passion
I have a Dark Passion
It lurks within my soul
No one but you shall know it
This Dark Passion of mine
Every passing moment,
Every waning day,
It fills my soul
It clouds my head
I no longer know Right from Wrong,
Peace from War,
I strive to understand
I strive to believe
This Dark Passion of mine,
It shall consume me
When the time is right,
I shall tell you about it
This Dark Passion of mine
And it will consume us both
In an eternal pose of death
Shall we live together, forever
This Dark Passion of mine
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Ich liebe dich nicht mehr
I love you no more
Now that you have escaped my life
There was a time
When i held you dearly
But that time has passed
And I am alone
Though I still think of you
I do not love you
But one day
I will come and find you
And tell you how much I really did love you
Until that time comes
I love you no more
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Who is beautiful but not a flower?
Who is evil but a friend?
Who is a thorny Rose?
Who...
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The Soulless Flower
Without you...
There is nothing...
Without you...
I can not exist...
I gave you my heart
Without you...
I mean nothing...
Without you...
I have no soul...
Without you...
Every flower dies...
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The Tainted Soul
I see the tainted soul that strives for purity.
I've seen the damp, dark, hallways of the blackest heart.
But within its bowels, there is happiness and joy.
Within its bowels there is a world of confusion.
A confusion that is never heard of, seen, or understood.
I dare not say that I am not tainted, nor should you.
Look deep within yourself, are you not tainted too?
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Time
I am so Alone
Come with me and see my Destiny
Let the final hours of my Life,
Be with you.
With you, my Love,
I want to be here, with you,
Till the ends of Time.
Stay here, with me,
In eternal Bliss.
